went ice-skating at kallang. it started raining when we were in the bus on the way there. i ran in the rain. how stupid am i? okay. i wanted to because its fun running in the rain. i know you will find me retarded but i like it. hahaha. retarded zena.
i managed to skate but not really. janet. like you said. let's go one day. hahaha. and we charged $4 for being late for 2 mins. all of us paid except xinyi. dont care already luhs. told janet about the $4 thingy and she said might as well skate for another hour. clever janet. we still need to pay in the end right?
hahaha. took the train with back with ahshikin (dont know how to spell. sorry if error), felicia, monica, kiaying and crystal. ahshikin transfered to another train because she was heading back to yishun. we took the other one. we were all going back to tp but felicia went to somerset.
felicia is damn weird. suddenly laugh and asked me and kiaying to look up when we were in the train. we didnt understand. although i have seen the advertisement before. but they werent clear so dont know what they were talking about. hahaha.
felicia and monica was just laughing like some mad people. i laughed at them. dont know what they laughing at so found them funny and started laughing. kiaying started laughing too.
reached home around 0830pm. heehee.
had full dress today. damn hot in the hall wearing the band uniform. and i have no idea why my stockings look so white under the light on stage. urghhh .. im going to get new ones tomorrow. (: darn that mr yeo asking the seniors to add things to the end of the song for doctor rock. jayni asked us to roll on the snare and base.
i dont know how to roll on the snare. shitface. im dead. urghh .. darn you mr yeo.
im really dead luhs. i only have tmr to try my roll and saturday is the concert day. shitface. can we just cancel the roll?!?!?!?!?!?! this time sure die. urghh ..
there is band tomorrow. 11 - 3. early. okay. done with all the complaining if you think i am. byes.
omg omg omg. concert is like on saturday and im damn scared luhs.
what if i screw up?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? OMG. die already.
had band today and went through the 3 pieces. and then mr yeo was like telling us about the scales we must learn so that we can play when we get into main band.
hahaha. i dont think i can do it for the concert. mrs kwan made us play the songs without the scores. i can play without the scored for tuba in cuba and joyful bells of christmas. but doctor rock cannot. i cannot even make my eyes leave the score so often if not i will just get lost and you can say bye bye to me.
i will be damn dead if i ever get lost during the concert. xinyi and heather are still having cold war. hope they will be okay soon luhs. hahaha. its just like how it happened between me and xinyi. whoohoo. hahaha.
okay. thats all i have to say because xinyi actually said i didnt blogged for a very long time even though i just blogged on saturday abd she also tagged and saw it, she still said that i have not been blogging for very long. hahaha.
it was fun. hahaha. anyway, i think im going to screw up doctor rock. how how how?? die already, die already.
its like today we practiced in the hall, and then i dont know what is wrong with me that i got confused with my score. sorry luhs. i didnt want it to happen too. die already. i am damn screwed. urghhhh ..
i am so screwed i tell you. i am damn annoyed at myself. why do i get confused and lost huh? die already, die already. i know whoever reads this will get so annoyed at me because i keep repeating myself but i mean like, i am really going to die.
what to do?? if practice more than maybe okay. but the concert is only on like this coming saturday. shitface. && im only left with 2 days to practice which is like during band luhs. im damn dead. super duper dead.
okay. never mind. i shall stop complaining luhs. shall go off now. byes.
watever luhs person. i dont care anymore. i dont want to be bothered becos of u. making me sound like some despo person. making me sound like some bad and stupid person. making me sound like im asking u not to come.
if that is what u think then so be it. im not bothered. i dont want to be. && i dont want to care. it just makes u think more badly abt me. so wats the use of talking to u when that is what u think?? i dont care.
if u think im a person who think that i know everything then so be it. dont keep thinking abt how bad am i and start thinking why am i like that. maybe its becos of u too. i dont know. go figure it out urself.
u said u r pissed then wat abt me?? u said i have made u pissed till ur limit then wat abt me?? like u said eveyone as limits. u have made me pissed beyond my limits. u said i hurt u then wat abt u?? saying that abt me makes u real happy isnt it?? if that is the point then so be it.
u dont like me then that is ur problem. want to think all u want so be it. im not going to care anymore. at most i wont talk to u for the next 3 years. i dont care. tell all the other people to not talk to me too. i dont care. dont talk then dont talk. FINE.
i have had enough of ur nonsense. think all u want and say all u want. but please dont think i dont know. goodbye and thank you. watever luhs.
(: anw, went out with the J people yesterday. (janet&&jac chen)
something happened (unglam) to janet (:
at subway and macs. shall not say. want to see go jac's blog provided she wrote it. (;
watched the game plan. damn funny. && i think the whole theatre only the J people were crying at one part of the movie. i happened to be very suay yesterday.
after that went to raffles city. was damn bored luhs. its like janet keep saying want to go home becos she wants to go running. but we didnt like allow instead we pulled her together with us to the MRT. (: i know we are being bad by "bullying" her but yahs.
had fun at this place but only for a while. no fun at raffles at all. janet was supposed to fast from like yesterday onwards but she sinned by eating again. hahaha.
i dont care. im not the one who sinned but yahs. janet u better stop eating from today like wat u said!! hahaha.
im still bored with 2 people around me now. hahaha. all the black people!! hahaha.
jac's blog should have more details if im not wrong. && also must be provided she post it luhs. i dont know. go find out urself. shall go class blog now. (:
someone just wrote something on wong xinyi's blog saying its me when for the past few days i have not been visiting her blog. whoever u are, pls stop it.
im going to be dead becos of that person. how to go band now u tell me??!! i have someone in mind now but cant confirm its that person.
most probably its that person though. im pissed and very pissed.
&& this is to xinyi.
im sorry xinyi if that "zena" offended u in that stupid tag and sorry for "spamming" becos im like "scolding" that person.
&& this is to kiaying.
dont think wrong sia. i didnt write that && will never write that becos i dont think its true.
stop it whoever u r becos its not fun && i dont think its fun && i dont think its funny. u want to play, play with other people. i dont wish to play.its not funny really. u can get me into trouble like that. stop it and i would be grateful.
had band today. i tell u can just die mans. ran 13 rounds becos i owed 3 sets. next 2 weeks oso must run this much. okay. wat i mean can die is abt the runs i have to run for 3 weeks.
screwed up my doctor rock today. heehee. shall not say abt it. have to practice luhs. anw, im bored now.
jie le was the one who ask me to update yesterday but yesterday nothing to update and today oso. but no choice luhs.
im bored...... BORED!! urgh...... cant stand this holiday. this is the worst holiday ever. dont know why but SOME people manage to like spend this holiday like lots of fun. cant take it. how that SOME people manage to say its fun??
i hate this hols luhs. cant take it. i want to go out. quickly wednesday then can go out with qiao jing&&jac chen&&janet!! not sure whether they asking the other 2 or not. && haven been seeing jac chen and janet online this few days too.
urghhhhhhh!! i want to go out like so much!! cant take it staying at home just facing this stupid laggy computer. its so laggy. takes so long to like to let the page appear. so laggy. i want to change the computer too. (:
cannot take it alr. shall go find some shows to watch. beats staying in front of this laggy computer and complaining that the hols is a boredom.