“Life is all about timing... the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available,
the unattainable... attainable. Have the patience, wait it out It's all about timing.”
☁zena
6th September
CHIJ SECONDARY TOA PAYOH
SECONDARY 3/7 '09
CONCERT BAND; PERCUSSION!♥
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i miss camp eh. it was quite fun, though there were pissing moments. but overall was fun.
i love food comm! <3
broke camp at 1. went back to the canteen and then saw Sir. talked to him for a while.
went for lunch with chloe, christabel, weiwei and sam. :D at Braddel KFC. talked a lot with chloe and bel.
met mother at J8. bought some stuff for rachel and roxanne as their birthday presents. but i haven't gotten everything luh. in the midst of doing rachel's present with her SHINee stuff. though i kinda think it's quite lame. but i'm artistically-challenged. so too bad. :D
i miss camp damn a lot k. ahhhh. thank you 4/7 and ms seet! and thank you mrs lisa tan, ms jac yip and ms nandar for being there with us! :D
i need to get a dress cause i promised that i'll wear it for CNY this year. i need to get roxanne's present. i need to get rachel (tay)'s present. i need to pack my things for self-awareness camp. i need to try and finish up poa assignment. i need to memorise my geog notes for tuition. i need to do math homwork, both tuition and school. i need to remember to bring the nutella, ribena and knifes tmr. i need to do bio stuff. i need to write a letter to pass to mr tang. i need to remind xinyi bout saturday prac.
what other 'i need to' do i have?
i'm damn tired. screw my life. hectic life k. hate it. ):
i think chantel's having SERIOUS BAD MOOD SWINGS. she's talking differently from last time. i hope that it doesn't happen next saturday. it'll spoil the mood. wanna be happy there. :D
i need to memorise geog. but i just won't budge. sigh. such a lazy pig. next friday and saturday, SELF-AWARENESS CAMP! yay! 4/7! (L)
can't wait. but i've no idea what food comm's doing since i've been on mc. and they kinda planned camp stuff yesterday during HHF period. got to sms shujun to ask what we're doing. can't wait. i want the class shirt. though i think it's kinda lame. but it's ms seet's logo. HAHAHA. :D
i wonder if we're doing self-awareness camp shirt too. talking bout shirts, we've got to design perc shirt before sydney trip. shall remind crystal tmr. :D
life at home is super boring. and mother just pisses me off. thanks to sister. freaking annoying.
went to percs blog yesterday. just realised bout the change of blogskin. credits to shannen. but i look freaking ugly in that picture. sigh.
fantasia's coming up. there's busking too. ahhh. so many things. i really hope the teachers would be able to persuade xy and ky's parents. to allow them to join us in the sydney trip.
veron gave me the link to NYJC's school website. was looking through the criteria for DSA-ing through band. i think i'll fail for sight-reading. cause i really can't sight-read. sigh.
idk luh. i think i won't be able to make it to JC. it's like, there's only the minority from combine science students going to JCs. i don't think i'll be able to be one of the minority. me = cmi. sigh.
estelle's farewell at stacia's house yesterday. result of getting into the pool, cough. sian. and partly because my whole family except father's sick too. sigh. but mainly caused for going into the pool. i don't like the security guards at stacia's house. :D
anyway, the farewell was quite okay. went back home on my own since jelly all could take any bus and i only had 73. it's really annoying when there's hardly any buses going to your house. got home and did some geog and f&n.
felt damn sian in school today. i was falling asleep in poa lesson cause the part where mrs siau was talking bout her stories, i got bored at the last part. falling alseep in english too cause mrs nics doesn't do anything other than talking. quite boring. speaking bout english, i've to do newspaper article tmr. dang.
well, sec one band try-outs today. it was chaotic. according to viviana, 70 people turned up. that's like the most i've ever seen since i joined IJ Band. agnes came back! :D was asking her bout DSA stuff. sigh. i'm not gonna get through DSA cause my sight-reading sucks.
tmr's gonna be another long long day. after assembly, there's chem prac. after chem prac, there's band till 630. which means i'll reach home at about 730-8. hate it. i don't like going home late. it makes me tired and i won't have the energy to do any revision.
i feel damn sian these few days. and there's 1hr of chinese test tmr cause lao shi's gonna be away to bring the basketballers for competition. i wanna die already luh. tired ttm.
CCA Orientation today. quite fun yet not. some people knows the reason luh huh. i don't have to state it out.
no school on monday. idk if it's good news or not. because there's something on on monday and i won't get to study the whole day at home as i've originally planned. sigh.
bad news bout the concert today. and mr tang can't help. sigh. i'll be attending the concert with a gloomy face. something that i didn't want to happen, happened. life is just so, ahhhh, annoying. made me feel depressed.
was asking mother if she wanted to donate some money to the band. i think she's considering now. shall ask again when she gets back home. she's out for dinner with the cousins to celebrate pei ling's birthday. :D
so, back to concert issue. i'll only be able to go wish that little boy at midnight. which is not i wanted k. but i've no choice. and i don't think i can sell tickets this time since there are people who don't really wanna come for band concert. idk what to do now. why not just kill me this instant.
was talking to my geog tutor bout DSA. and she also thought i should go for it. sigh. but mr chan said don't. idk luh. ahhhhhhhh. i'm not smart at all. how do you want me to get into the school if i don't DSA right. but yet, DSA isn't a really good thing to do. annoyinggggggggggg.
i'm sick and tired of this stupid life. was talking to agnes bout things in the morning. she's like always listening to my complains. after she left, i've more to complain. cause it all started. AGAIN.
friday, went bowling, pool and karoke in the middle of the night. hahaha. super fun. all the crap during pool. stayed over.
woke up at 645 to go for band in the morning on saturday. was damn tired. cause we ended our fun session at 2 on friday. that's the time that they close. hahaha.
postponed geog tuition which was supposed to be yesterday to today. cause my family wanted to go to the chalet earlier. and sister wanted to go swimming too. luckily my tutor could make it today. hahaha.
so yeah. we went for pool and bowling in the middle of the night again. on saturday. :D fun ttm. played pool for a while, to wait for bowling to have lanes available.
played 2 games altogether for bowling. i stayed over at the chalet. my family didn't stay. father had to work early this morning. and i thought sleeping in the living room of the chalet was quite comfortable. though 3 of my aunts and 1 uncle were still playing mahjong. they played till this morning, 9am. pro.
and the chalet was nicer than the ones i've always been going to. hahaha. cadmus's birthday chalet will be at the same place again. but different unit. btw, the chalet's known as a bungalow there. :D and it does look like a 2-storey bungalow. SO MUCH MORE COMFORTABLE.
gonna stay over for cadmus's one too. :D
the next family gathering would be in feb. to celebrate roxanne's birthday. then the following week would be CNY. after that, would be in march to celebrate crystal and sister's birthday.
as usual, i still miss the trip. it's only the second day of school reopen and a lot of us are already complaining. i wonder how am i gonna survive till october 25. which is our o level day. sigh.
met estelle (lim) for lunch today. together with stef, min and amanda. quite funny. :D
i've been chem-ing these 2 days. and i'm going onto english in a while. mrs nics gave us homework and it's to handed in tmr. hahaha. newspaper articles. i've to do so much for that. but if it's gonna be good, then we've got to do it. it's our crucial year.
i think i better get on with it and then i'll be able to sleep early. :D it's been so tiring. all the talks by teachers and having lessons. trying to rush all the syllabus so that there's enough time for revision. i'm still not used to being called sec 4. it's feels so weird.
last year in the school. sigh. after 9 years of IJ life. this is my tenth year in IJ. wow.
i've to start on chem already. after doing assignments, i realised i need chem tuition even more now. i'm so dead. and my f&n o level coursework A question's coming out on monday. start of my doom people. sigh.
okay, steph made me so tempted to go on with my dedications. i wanted to, but in the end i didn't just now. and steph just made me want to write them now. here goes.
JANET! thanks for being such an awesome friend. 3 years already, and still going on. thanks for the retarded moments you gave. hahaha. :D all the best and i'll see you on monday. LOVE YOU! <3
STELLE! years of friendship. YOU'VE BEEN SUPER AWESOME! thank you thank you. and for putting up with my nonsense with the rest. hahaha. LOVE YOU! <3
GRACE! braces partner. we shall have our soft food diet together when school reopens. that's if we're still having recess together. hahaha. love ya! <3
JACQ! i've yet to send you the minoz pictures. hahaha, another day luh. and yes, thank you for being such a retarded friend. our last year in IJ together. let's stop getting all retarded. well, i'll try. hahaha. love ya! <3
LYN! hahaha, feb's your birthday. don't forget that we talked bout it during christmas dinner. hahaha. :D all the best for 2010! love ya! <3
ESTELLE (lim)! hey toot. you're leaving soon. i'll miss you luh. hahaha. my fnn partner. sigh. must remember me eh. if not, i'll kill when i see you in the future. hahaha. :D love ya! <3
STEF! you've been really an awesome friend. bus ride partner, if i do take bus with you'll after school. hahaha. and yeah, forever fighting with the aunty to play tap on my touch. hahaha. love ya! <3
MIN! cheena. hahaha. we'll be in the same class again. but not the same teacher. anyway, thanks for being my retarded friend. love ya! <3
STACIA! aunty! hahaha, okay luh. thank you for everything in 2009! love ya! <3
CHLOE! stop being so dao luh. hahaha. love ya! <3
SHUJUN! my ex-lover. hahaha. i did not cheat on you okay. hahaha. stop guessing. still, i love you! <3
DIVYA! thank you for 2009. let's enjoy 2010 as a class. love ya! <3
JELLY! stop being that retarded. and talk softer luh, toot. love ya! <3
CHANTEL! alli! i've got loads to tell you bout. we're supposed to be meeting up again on friday. so you better be there. love youuuuuuuuuu! <3
CRYSTAL (oh)! muji! have fun at ang mo kio sec when school reopens on monday. i'll probably arrange with chantel one day to go find you at your school. hahaha, kidding. :D love you toooooooooooooo! <3
STEPH! stop making empty promises okay. hahaha. i'll stop putting hopes on you from now onwards. i've learnt my lesson. hahaha. love ya! <3
SHIMIN! ah yes, sotong ball. i'll always remember you. for being mean. hahaha. love ya! <3
PERCUSSION! let's do well together for FANTASIA next year. as well as the sydney trip. those who are not going, FOR THE TIME BEING, since the teachers have not called your parents. i'll pray that you're able to go. cause i really wish that the whole section's able to go for it. and thank you for tolerating my nonsense at times. sorry for stupid moments too. love you'll!
HAVE A FUN AND WONDERFUL AND AWESOME 2010 MY FRIENDS! if i forgot to include anyone, it wasn't on purpose. love all of you! :DDDDDDDD
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! love all of you. :DDDDDDD
counted down to year 2010 at 5th aunt's house. together with 8th aunt and cousins. :D quite fun. i entered the new year when i was in the toilet. :O HAHAHA!
met janet for lunch. well, she ate. i only drank the soup. haha. then was supposed to study at my house. but in the end, it failed. she ended up taking a nap, and i ended up with bejeweled. hee.
year 2009 was quite wonderful for me. hope year 2010 would get better. :D can't wait to see the rest when school reopens. timetable's out. and it's quite funny. :D
oh gosh, o's THIS YEAR. i'm so gonna die. oh well.