“Life is all about timing... the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available,
the unattainable... attainable. Have the patience, wait it out It's all about timing.”
☁zena
6th September
CHIJ SECONDARY TOA PAYOH
SECONDARY 3/7 '09
CONCERT BAND; PERCUSSION!♥
allstarz-roks@hotmail.com
we did it man. yeah, and percs rocks to the max. we all know we've been drained from the pracs and all. but it's all worth it now. i hesitated for a while, thinking if i heard wrongly. but no, it's real. we've really attained the gold. and i'm very happy about it.
IJ BAND IS AWESOME TO THE MAX!
and for the gold, we're getting a treat from monica to swensons. hahaha. & mr tan was really very nice. he still praised us after the whole thing though we know we screwed it badly. THANK YOU! you're so nice.
and mr L tan was nice to send us a message at the backstage before we went in. to support us and telling us that he'll be right behind us. he's really very supportive. THANK YOU! you're so nice too.
teachers-in-charge were very nice too. hahaha. idk how to express it but yeah.
EVERYONE'S NICE! AND THANK YOU FOR THE WELL WISHES. hahaha, & thank you stelle for the lollipop. though i think i won't eat it YET. hahaha. (: it's too big.
i wish the other performing groups all the best at the SYF too! get the gold with honours. hahaha (:
omg, i'm still living in the "are you sure it's gold?" kinda mood. hahaha.
i know i know. i promised that i'll sleep by 10pm. but the thing is, i'm too scared and that i can't fall asleep. so i decided to blog. and go online to talk to some people first.
it's coming. every minute, it's nearing. and i don't know how to describe my feelings now. i only know, i'm damn scared. and i'm gonna pray once more later.
woke up at 430 today. and went to the cemetry to visit my grandparents. yeah, use a nicer word. visit.
i prayed to them, asking them to bless us. i love them to the max. sigh, but i'm sort of having mixed feelings about tmr. idk why either.
anyway, after that, went home and fell asleep. damn tired. sigh. did some f&n homework when i woke up.
i'm trying to fall asleep. but i can't. it's not because i slept just now. but because it's just tmr. SYF IS JUST TMR.
and that's why i can't go to sleep. and plus, mother is still on the phone. it'll be damn noisy if i go in now, so yeah. i shall wait a little longer.
btw, thanks stelle. for talking to me and encouraging me and all. love you to the max. sorry that i couldn't meet you today. cause i was busy. thanks janet. for listening me crap about how i feel scared and all. and how my sister annoys me to the max. hahaha. love you to the max too.
love all of them. hahaha. they're the best of the best. THANK YOU MY FRIENDS!
absent from school yesterday. apparently, to heather, i was dead so i didn't turn up for school. smart retarded woman luh she. went to tell everyone that i'm dead. hahaha.
being sick is the worst thing ever. sigh. mother says i've weak immune system cause i'm getting TOO OLD. wth. hahaha. weird mother of mine.
anyway, went to school today. and F&N totally drained me. so much to do. and i've to bring my white file on monday. with my recipe. but she didn't tell me what recipe cause she went through that yesterday. i'll just email her tmr i guess.
i wanna sleep. but mother's still watching teevee. i've to wait for her. sigh.
sectionals today. quite okay. i managed to sight-read A FEW BARS of monia's part on the marimba. fun like anything. why bass drum. the bass drum isn't as nice as the mallets. though shannen would keel me for saying that. hahaha.
loved that part. during the holidays, i'm gonna bug her to teach me her xylo part. hahaha. love it.
PE today was retarded. hahaha. my mc's over, so i've to take pe again. sad case. but yeah, still not as bad as i thought. so we ran our second run. heather, being the retard, wanted me to race with her one whole round. and being the retarded me, i decided to make a fool out of myself. hahaha. she has longer legs, she's been taking pe. hahaha. of course she'll be faster, in the end, we ended at the same time. hahaha. i rock, thank you.
i don't feel like waking up super early tmr. i've not recovered man. but, HAVE TO GO. i wouldn't want to be slaughtered. hahaha. (:
tired like anything, mother's still not done watching the teevee. another 10 more minutes and i'm gonna go. heck her. hahaha. (:
sigh, i'm damn tired. i've not done geog homework. i think i'll do it tmr. but i won't be able to hand in my notebook since i've got no time to complete it. sigh.
today was sound check. everything went well, until towards the end, i seem to be lagging. yes i know, i suck. sorry. but i was blocked, and no matter how i move, i'll still be blocked. so i had no choice but to listen to the band instead. and yes, that caused me to be split seconds later than the entire band. i'm sorry.
reached back in school around 820? yeah. and then we had motivational talks by the teachers.
thanks monica for the reply. now i know the negative points already. and yes, it'll be weird for me to tell her cause she's my senior. why not you tell her yourself? (:
i'm SUPER SUPER tired. i haven't finish ALL my homework. i know i'm gonna be keeled and be bbq-ed by my teachers. and i haven't written the 10 reasons on why i did not bring my report book. wth. i've got no time to write the reasons luh. wait till tmr i guess.
everything is piling up like a mountain. i'm falling sick, i think. my cough is coming back, and i'm kinda starting to lag behind on my studies. hah, and that's the last thing i want.
lagging behind would cost me my life. sigh.
6 MORE DAYS! it's less than a week. i'm super scared. ):
back from band camp today. fun to the max mannnnnn. percs are the best! hahaha.
section dinner after thursday's practice was FUN! hahaha. we were crapping like nobody's business. had pictures too. gonna upload on percs blog. go find monica's awesome pictures there. (:
friday, night prac was fun. heather and i were being stupid again. hahaha. people at the mallets thought we were crazy. shannen and i were busy writing our "letters". cool.
the skit/playing thingo was damn funny. hahaha. group one! the mafias. hahaha.
and the best part was before sleeping. percs were busy taking pictures. funny. monica kept wanting to do stupid poses. hahaha. oh well.
games in the morning after breakfast. monica's station was disgusting. hahaha. dirty like anything. but i was kinda clean, so yeah.
the other station. was the same as last year, but without flour. we had to crawl under the table. smart.
lunch with heather, but percs came halfway, so we talked for quite a while. kinda loved band camp this time. hahaha.
my post is kinda crappy. but i'm rushing to do my tuition homework. so yeah, just typed whatever came to my mind. hahaha. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH!<3 did you love the surprise they gave you? (:
btw, today had chem lessons in the morning. met lyn at the canteen first before going up to class. she was the only 3/6 girl that turned up for chem. very good. hahaha.
after that, went to meet janet for lunch with lyn and heather at KFC. maanged to doTWOquestions for maths. yes, i'm slow or whatever you wanna think.
went back for band prac which starts at 1. i was damn high, but trying to make someone high with me is so difficult. so was doing overture with shannen in front of the whiteboard.
daphne came back. and yes, i got my hug. (:
veron came back to visit after her dragonboat trg. and that's where percs started to high. shannen, heather, veron and i were damn bored during prac. we decided to stupid stuff. or rather, heather and i decided to stupid stuff. and veron took pictures of heather doing it. how bored can we get man. hah.
things percs do when we're bored. and monica, you owe me swensens treat now since i've got my SIX stickers. i'm waiting for it. you can treat me after june holidays or whichever. i just want it. hahaha, since it's FREE.
ended at 845 ++. was supposed to walk to the interchange with veron. but idk why did i become so NICE to wait with shimin at the bus stop. i'm just nice.
i wanna sleep. got to wake up at 6 tmr. but i've to finish up F&N first. sigh. sad life, i'm deprived of sleep.
i just saw the number of posts i have since the beginning of this blog. & it's only 203 posts altogether. pathetic huh.
but i don't really care. hahaha.
had chem test today during recess. hope i do pass. if not, my combine science, i really wonder how i'll fare. i guess it'll be underlined.
i failed geog too. because of careless mistakes. damn.
i don't care already man. i'm going to try study geog. i got to pass. i haven't been passing my geog since sec one. and that's real sad.
next week's holiday. can't wait. i get to sleep in longer on monday. it's sister's birthday this friday. i hope it won't get boring.
shannen, thanks to you. my throat is damn painful now. but i guess it'll be fine SOON. hahaha. (: we shall see how is it on wednesday. and btw, i'm not going to do it for you again. it's damn torturing. hahaha. and i mixed up overture with die fledermaus. hahaha.
hellooooooo. it's been more than a week since i last posted i guess. (:
anyway, today was such a boring day. except english. cause we were watching the hitler movie thingo. disgusting to the maxxxxx. so much of keeling.
i'm finally done with my F&N Coursework. which took me more than 3 days to complete. & that sucked. i'm handing it in tmr, but i guess i'll be scolded m mrs yeo since it's late work. woohoo, talking about assignments. got back my POA paper today.
POA results is the best ever. first time, man. but my first test would pull my overall results down. though i did pass it.
i think we're getting back geog paper tmr. which i think i would fail like a mad cow. hahaha. (:
i told mother not to be surprised if mrs kunna calls you for my poor results. cause i'm not confident at all that i'll pass. bio test today. i totally forgot about the biconcave shape thingo for red blood cell. and that's gonna cause a lot of marks. sigh. and chem paper, i have loads of careless mistakes. i wonder if i'll pass chem paper. sighhhhhhhhhh.
SYF is in less than a month man. I'M GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEE. ):