“Life is all about timing... the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available,
the unattainable... attainable. Have the patience, wait it out It's all about timing.”
☁zena
6th September
CHIJ SECONDARY TOA PAYOH
SECONDARY 3/7 '09
CONCERT BAND; PERCUSSION!♥
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oh my gosh. i'm damn stressed today. got to do dnt project.
ruhui sent me the pictures, lynette doesn't want to do it because she said she did the science project all by herself, seraphina is trying her best because she still has to do her own science project.
poor thing luh. rah. i hate this kind of last minute work. but what to do? we always forget till the last minute. i'm damn tired also. can't stand it. & lover is the best i tell you.
she offered help when she don't have to do anything. and she said i can always ask her to help find pictures for me if i can't find anything. she's the best i tell you. not saying that others are no good but lover's the best! hahaha.
my lover is shujun for those who don't know. hahaha. she is super nice. changed place today. the whole class i mean. i'm now right at the other corner of the class which i can't see at all. and i'm sitting with kimberly. i need help like seriously. rah. i'm doing it all alone.
let me say something. lynette say she don't want to do anything because she did the science project all by herself. then i can also don't do anything what. i'm always the one doing the project except the science project. and not like as if is i don't want to do.
she can't even explain to me how it's working on the phone, how does she even want me to do the slide if i don't know anything. and we have to pay $7.50 for the project. i didn't even ask you people to pay when i bought materials luh.
aiya. can't be bothered now. i just want to quickly finish it.
another thing.
TO ALL IJ PERCS! SHANNEN ASK ME TO ADVERTISE HER BLOG SO THAT YOU PERCS CAN GO TAG AT HER BLOG. GO TAG IF YOU ARE FREE OKAY? FOR THE LINK; click here. (:
yay! i sort of finished band camp already. hahaha. went to meet janet at toa payoh after the camp to buy flowers and rush to Cathay there to watch the danceworks. omg. i tell you. we rush for nothing luh. it's like when we reached there right, IJ was so back away. and it was seriously hot there.
we saw aunty gary(sp?) there too. you know the parent volunteer. she told us that static already finished performing. only sage hasn't. luckily sage hasn't. stelle's in sage. hahaha. (:
okay. what did we do in band camp huh?
thursday (13/03/2008): my sister's birthday. (mr tang's wife delivered on this day too!) reached at 7.55 , put my things down and then rushed to class for the stupid class meeting. it wasn't even half the class that was there. some people said they were going but in the end, they didn't. how smart. but we still carried on luh. and then qiaojing was being silly, talking to me and shujun about stupid things. asking us whether we know how to play this and that game. damn weird. i think i'm going to "miss" her as a sitting partner. (:
went back to join the band later and then they said what do this envolope thingy and then paste it behind your chairs and everyone must write at least 20 letters by the end of band camp. but they changed their mind in the end because there was practically no time to finish writing all 20 letters by the end of band camp. (and yuyun even said i was lying about the camp).
anyway, the first wasn't a pleasant day for me. shan't elaborate on it. but the night was okay. i'm like waiting for shannen to upload the pictures so that i can take it from her. she said she'll send it to me when she upload it and i'm online. hahaha.
and talking about the night reminds me of the japanese show we watched before everyone went to sleep. the stupid german guy with his stupid voice and everything. i can't believe that when he was young, he was bald and when he gets older, his hair is like damn long and white. and there is also this girl which is damn funny and "retarded" at some point of time. hahaha. her name is nodame i think. hahaha. damn funny. and then another guy. can't remember his name. it was just stupid and exaggerated. the imaginations and everything is super duper fake.
friday (14/03/2008): woke up at 7 and did the usual things that we normally do when we wake up. went back to the guitar room and blah blah blah. shall not elaborate on the morning. it was boring except the breakfast part. the breakfast time was okay. and then there was this cheer that we had to say before we could eat. hahaha. and i brought the peanut butter like for nothing because in the end, everyone is so into the nutella and tuna. hahaha.
after breakfast then we had sectionals i think. oh and did i mention on the stupid hand thing we had to do on the track which made everyone miserable and then after a while we let go and had to run a few rounds? it was damn painful i tell you. and the guitar girls were there too. i saw qixiang. she was smiling don't know for whatever reasons. she is weird as well. she can laugh at everything though it may not be funny. hahaha. what a funny girl.
and then durinig sectionals, shannen, jayni and heather was going crazy. hahaha. and crystal was super hyped up, random and weird during the camp. so suddenly crystal went to ask jayni, "Jayni, when can we learn the drumset?" hahaha. damn random.
and then she was like anytime luh. so she went to ask crystal to play but WEIRDLY, she didn't want to. HAHAHA. she was the one who asked but don't want to learn. so in the end only me and xin yi. don't remember if she played or not. but i can tell you that friday's sectionals was super funny.
had an exchange programme with river valley primary. omg. they are not so cute but quite cute. and they were assigned like parts to play and not those that veronica assign to us that assign but theirs is like, this person specialize in timpani, and then the other one is the snare drum etc. and they have only 2 timpanis so at first, the guy didn't really get used to ours because ours is 4. then his teacher came and said that he must get used to 3 soon because of something. didn't manage to hear.
i think that's all. and the we bathe, have dinner and then ... OHYA. NIGHT ACTIVITIES.
it was kind of stupid but okay. we had to use our belts and blindfold ourselves, and then one of the committe will come to you and sing one of the songs. and then the song will be your group. and then you will have to sing it out loud to let your other group members know that you are there or something but with the blindfold still on. i was in pirates. and then there was this code game thingy. it was retarded. hahaha.
after that was this "treasure hunt". they even wanted to see socks that has a hole. hahaha. how stupid and weird they are. but the problem is that hardly anyone will bring rosary. so this group went to the general office to borrow. hahaha. how smart are they huh? hahaha.
and then there was toilet break so me and shannen went to the toilet. but there was this cockroach which crawled out of the toilet and went in between this girl's feet. damn disgusting. and then everyone started screaming and jumping around when me and shannen just walk away and start laughing. oh and talking about cockroach, the school's toiletS are full of cockroach. damn disgusting.
and then we watched the show again. and then me and shannen was just making fun of the german guy because of the way he speaks and i was telling her about how that weird that bushy hair timpani player was. hahaha. damn funny. he can put anything on his hair like seriously. he doesn't care. hahaha. damn funny.
slept after the show and then woke up halfway. crystal was snoring. hahaha.
saturday (15/03/2008): went for breakfast and then we had drills. monica said drills was fun. we had combined after that. i suck at playing the set piece luh. hahaha. and then did this rhythm book. damn funny. almost everyone was wrong. HAHAHA. i was wrong too okay. hahaha. damn funny. and then we were released early then went to meet janet and blah blah blah.
sage won third and something else and static won the energetic prize or something. seriously, the school that obtained the best costume award is damn annoying. their costume is not even the best luh. hahaha. everyone was like huh? HAHAHA.
okay. i'm damn tired. i'm going to sleep now. night!
hey peeps! i'm super duper bored now. don't know what to do. but just can't go to sleep. don't know what's the problem with me.
SPA tmr. i hope it's the one on the lighted splint. i like that experiment! hahaha.
okay. what did i do today? let's see. i went for tuition...
oh yes! TUITION! hahaha. i was damn bored in the earlier time. yuyun wasn't high that time so nothing to talk about. she wasn't feeling good. anyway, later she became high. and let me inform you. it's contagious. i became high with her.
i was damn high when nearing the tuition. hahaha. say i'm weird for all i care. hahaha. for i also feel that i'm weird. anyway, after tuition, went to toa payoh to meet janet, jac chen and qiaojing to do the debate thing. hahaha. i was there like super early. when i called jac, she said:-
me: jac, where are you? jac: i'm outside the lift. me: where are you? jac: outside my house?
urghh .. when i reached macs, she was just leaving the house. waited them long. and while waiting, i was sms-ing KIAYING THE BABE! hahaha. she is damn weird. hahaha. anyway, qiaojing is weird too.
hahaha. she said, "i'm going to write out the 10 points so that i can go home." she wasn't even there for so long. hahaha. then left me, janet and jac luh. after discussing for a while, janet went home, while i followed jac to watsons to buy something. i wanted to take bus home but jac didn't want to take 73 with me. so i called my mum.
i wonder what's with the house phone. it was always engaged when i called. and i called my father until he got so pissed that he asked me to call my mother's handphone. hahaha. and my battery was going flat okay. my father didn't want my mother to fetch me at first. hahaha. but too bad. my mother don't mind.
got home at around 7.30 ? not very sure. but i know i have been in front of this computer since i got home till now. hahaha. i'm damn bored. and i have not done my hat. tmr is the deadline. i think almost the whole class hasn't done it yet except jac, melissa and min min. even qiaojing hasn't finished hers.
aiya. i hate art. i wonder why are we asked to the hat for exam. i think it sucks. urghh .. okay. i'm still bored. but what to do? i shall just look for things to do then.
hello people. i know i haven't been blogging. i'm too lazy and too troubled.
thank you to the person who made me so pissed. because of you, people think i'm in the wrong now. thank you so much. i don't care how people thinks already. they just don't understand how i actually feel anyway. even if they want to know, i don't wish to say. if not, i'll just get more of it. i'm sick of it.
you people want to think that i'm in the wrong then so be it. i heck already. i have no comments. say and think all you want. just stop bothering me by asking me to say it all out. i hate it. knowing that i always avoid the subject whenever you all talk about it and knowing that i have no wish to say, you people are still forcing me to say.
and YOU! stop telling me all the stupid reasons. i have no wish to know. if you think that i'm in the wrong too then so be it. for as long as i care. if we have to stay like that forever then so be it. i have no energy and no time to think about nonsense. i don't care anymore.
just stop asking me to say it out. i have already said it many times so stop asking me to say it and don't even ask HER to say it. for i won't allow her to say it. if she does, i'll never trust people anymore. you may think i'm childish but i don't care. that's your thinking not mine. i have enough of it.
you people may think i started it, but you all don't know what really happened so stop commenting or thinking that i'm in the wrong.
WHATEVER YOU THINK IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS NOW! I WILL NEVER CARE OF WHATEVER YOU ALL THINK! I DON'T CARE AND HAVE NO INTENTION OF KNOWING. JUST STOP FORCING ME TO SAY IT. I HATE IT! THINK I'M CHILDISH FOR ALL I CARE! THANK YOU!