“Life is all about timing... the unreachable becomes reachable, the unavailable become available,
the unattainable... attainable. Have the patience, wait it out It's all about timing.”
☁zena
6th September
CHIJ SECONDARY TOA PAYOH
SECONDARY 3/7 '09
CONCERT BAND; PERCUSSION!♥
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everything is so screwed! first, i lost my FLOWERS FOR ALGERNON! i remember bringing back home, but since i can't find it at home, it should be in school. but the thing is, it's not under my table. which means someone took my book. and all my notes are inside. damn it.
next, i lost my IJ FIESTA shirt. damn it. i need it! i want to wear it for HHF. i'm going back to school tmr to search thoroughly for all my things.
damn annoying. and the best thing is, my mother gives me the look whenever i tell her it's not my fault. i remember bringing both things home, but in the end, we can't find it. how smart. so of course my mother won't believe me. darn everything. so screwed.
today, stupid animation. made me stay so late. i had to wait for janet's group to finish. left school at about 645 - 650. reached bishan at about 730? went for dinner.
after dinner, we were walking around to look for a present to give sheren. sheren's the foreign student that janet and shujun are hosting. since it's her last day tmr, we're giving her things.
i was damn high there. talking all the retarded stuff because we were asking each other what present we want for our birthday. and we need to buy TWO each since we owe each other last year's present. i seriously don't know what to get for her. she don't know what to get for me too.
oh, and before animation, janet, mel, ruhui, stelle and i went to lorong one. bought EIGHT WATERMELONS for tmr's teachers day. it's a gift to the teachers from two eight oh eight. how interesting. and we were rushing after that to go back to school. everyone looked at us like some weird people carrying watermelons. it was damn retarded. sigh.
i'm doing teachers day cards now. needa finish quickly, then i can go sleep earlier. (:
YO! went to school, saw shannen outside, walked in with her. went to find daphne, then went to the classroom with shannen to put my bag down. went back down to find daphne. saw her THICK and WORDY stack of history notes. hahaha.
talked to her about lalalala! hahaha.(:
morning assembly, still okay. HHF. ran outside school again. because there was prelims and we couldn't run in school if not, we'll disturb them.
school after that was pretty okay.
stayed back. lunch with melissa, janet and qiaojing. went for the instrument check. it was dumb.
we just sat there like some dumb people. so if they can't find any instruments, they'll call us. so apparently, everyone sat there and stoned. they came out and mr chan just said " girls, you may go now." wasted my time. hahaha.
so went back down to the canteen to look for janet. she was at nat's house because i thought we'll end at 4 according to monica. so after that, went KFC. bought fries and drink, did history holiday homework. i'm done with HISTORY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK! for once, i did my history holiday homework. HAHAHA! (:
then we walked all the way to interchange, then only i remembered that i'm supposed to wait for my mother at courts bus stop there. hahaha. so we walked back. and then we waited and we started talking about retarded stuff.
mother came, went into the car and continued talking. hahaha. talking to janet about all that really makes my day. funny craps. hahaha.(:
OH! sorry steph for not being able to follow you to the library. i'm serious okay. i really couldn't go. REALLY SORRY!
next time, if there's this kind of scenario(sp?) again, i'll try to follow you okay! really sorry about today. <3
was at the canteen in the morning before assembly with daphne. her paper starts at 11, she go so early. hahaha. just because her brother has to go to school. talking to her was fun. then janet and ruhui arh. forever one. started talking nonsense behind.
anyway, had lunch with janet, jac and grace. then went for junior band. talked to nicole, rena and grace after band. hahaha.
rena; you're MRS MUSCLEWOMAN!
she grows muscle at the wrong places. forget it, people who weren't there, won't get it. hahaha. so yeah, today was the last day of all band practices!
instrument check tmr. i've to go because monica and shannen are not free. what if i don't know how to answer the moe people. i'll just probably die. hahaha. i don't know even know what they're going to do tmr.
oh, and there was this weird person giving out FREE science assessment books outside school today. hahaha. damn funny. and then he gave it to us, so we just took it. and shimin says there's this content inside that's wrong. like, what the heck? hahaha.
funny like anything. crap, i haven't started studying today. I'M SO GOING TO DIE! ):
went for the concert today with the section. met monica, kiaying and crystal at tp. then took mrt to city hall. went to soup spoon for dinner.
then met shannen and simone. walked to esplanade, met dianah there. kinny and heather were there too.
concert throughout. people behind me were damn noisy.
20 minutes interval, went out. took pictures.
went back in, finished the concert. the last song, or rather the encore song, YMCA, was the high one. and instead of shouting YMCA, we shouted CHIJ. hahaha. damn funny. at the end, they even shouted CHIJ CONCERT BAND. funny like anything.
after that, went burger king because simone didn't have her dinner. but they were going to close, we finished eating except shannen and simone. was in a rush, so they took it back home to eat.
shannen's mother went to fetch her. simone, crystal and i took mrt back. monica and kiaying left early. dianah left with kinny and heather.
damn the mrt train. it sucks. seriously. made me late. got scolded by my mother because she waited damn long for me at bishan. all the train's fault.
but it was quite fun. the concert wasn't bad at all. and ming en went up to answer the question and now, she got a free ticket for the next concert. cool.
went out after school to plaza sing yesterday with janet, mel, ruhui and grace. went to do our english homework; movie - mad about english. boring yet funny. grace understands that now. went yoshinoya for lunch. it's damn dumb. to get the student meal, one ezlink card for one meal. even the movie ticket also. damn stupid.
hahaha. took the mrt back with janet and all while ruhui took a straight bus home. took to toapayoh while mel took to bradell. took 73 home with janet.
went for tuition. (: i was damn high yesterday. hahaha. and the sheep or lamb or whatever animal is that. hahaha. damn funny. (:
today, band in the morning. went for lunch at subway with monica. and then came home and slacked. (:
morning runs with monica today was funny. hahaha. she kept asking questions non-stop. made me out of breath while running. she actually thought she won't be able to finish running before the song starts. hahaha.
HHF. SECONDARY2S WON THE MASS DANCE THING. hahaha. stelle and ruhui became so high when they heard about it. hahaha. and reward? it was to run outside the school for HHF today. weird eh. hahaha.
ran out, turned at the playground there, then turned at the shelter thing, then to the main road, back to school. and one more round.
went for lunch with janet, jiawen and min min. didn't go for science remedial. went back and started feeling sick, took my temperature. slight fever. A LITTLE ONLY. hahaha.
slept until 8. that's long man. from 3.30 know. hahaha. then just stoned on the sofa.
went to bathe. ate dinner at 930. damn late. hahaha.
and i JUST passed history. hahaha. i find it funny, my mother finds it funny too. (:
it was damn stupid! i didn't manage to finish the last question! not enough time. dumb zena. urgh.
went for lunch. went for junior band. hahaha. yeah. they had test after that. stayed for nicole's bass drum.
NEXT WEEK IS SECTION COMPETITION PEOPLE. die luh. we can't do much.(: it all depends on the teachers. (:
mother came to fetch. went for dinner with my cousins. came back home.
oh, sorry daphne. i didn't feel the vibration of the phone that's why the SUPER late reply. really sorry. smsed you after that, guess either you were sleeping, or you didn't receive. hahaha. i'm dumb. sorry. hahaha.
Name: Zena Nicknames: rambutan, zebra, nana, nanatan, nannytan, grandma? Name spelt backwards: Anez (the worst name spel backwards) Name without vowels: Zn Name without consonants: Ea Birthday: 06 September 1994 Ethnicity: uh huh? Glasses or Contacts: Glasses, but i've not been wearing for a long time. (: Hair Colour: Black? i guess so. Hair Length: Not too short, not too long. Hair-Style: DISGUSTING! Pets: Fishes
FAVOURITES Animal: none in particular Band: CHIJ CONCERT BAND! Brand name for shoes: CONVERSE! Candy: erm, anything? Cereal: not really interested in cereals.(: Colour: PURPLE! Cookie: i HARDLY eat cookies.(: Day: wednesday! it's my only EARLY day! Disney Character: i don't know. Drink: ICE LEMON TEE! Fast Food Place: KFC? Food: i have no idea. Holiday: erm, not much of any impression.(: Ice Cream Flavour: VANILLA! Month: SEPTEMBER! my birthday yo. Number: twelve;12 Perfume: i don't use perfume. Flavour: ? Pizza Topping: cheese. Restaurant: i don't know. Subject: MATHS! but graph is getting on my nerves! Sandwich: i hardly eat sandwiches. no breakfast for me. (:
OF ALL YOUR FRIENDS The Best Advisor: depends? The Best Hair: i have no idea. The Best Handwriting: JANET! The Dirtiest Mind: Melissa, Stelle, Ruhui The Funniest: Melissa, Heather, Yuyun The Loudest: Claudia, Jiaying The Most Trusting: Janet. i tell her almost everything. The Nicest Eyes: i don't know. i don't take notice. The Shortest: so mean, not saying. The Smartest: Qixiang, Qiaojing, Janet, Jiele, LimXinYi NICOLE ASHLEE ANG CAI YING!(: The Tallest: DANIELLE!
HAVE YOU EVER? Asked Out A Crush: NO! Been On Stage: yes. Been Scared To Ask For A Shot: yes. Cheated On A Test: yeah. Cried During A Movie: yeah yeah. Felt Like You Didn't Belong: yes, so many times. Fought A Black Belt: eh, no. Gone To Camp: yeah, of course. i miss camp days. Kept A New Year Resolution: no. Pushed All The Buttons On The Elevator: hahaha. yeah man. once only. i got scolded by my mother.): Stolen Anything: is my sister's pen considered? hahaha. kidding. no. Told A Guy You Liked Him: no. Won A Trophy: yeah, primary school sports day. my days of fun. Written A Love Poem: don't think so.
THE LAST CD You Listened To: eh, i forgot. Movie Watched: i haven't watched it for months. WHAT HAPPENED IN VEGAS.(watched it during the June holidays.) Called You: Ruhui Person Who Saw You Cry: i haven't cried for very long since June. Person You Went To The Mall With: janet, ruhui, stelle, jiawen and yanyi. Song You Listened To: i don't know. too tired to listen. slept all the way in the car. Things That You Ate: dinner? ice-kachang? Things You Drank: ribena.
YES OR NO? Growing Up Scares Me More Than It Should: yes, time passes fast! I Adore Getting Mail: sometimes. If At First You Don't Succeed, Do You Try Again: depends.
OTHERS If you could describe yourself in three words: retarded, retarded, retarded. Is your computer in your room? it's not installed. considered? Is your room messy? yes, super. What are some of your favourite junk foods? depends.(: What colour are your bedroom walls: PURPLE! international gay colour. What do you do wen you are bored: Retarded things.(: What makes you happy: When i'm high? What makes you sad: when i'm not high? What's your favourite thing to do on weekends: slack at home. What's the Worst feeling in the world: i don't know how to describe it.
NAME THIRTY MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE i don't know how to name.
1.MY FAMILY! including cousins and all. (that alone takes up 30) 2.MY FRIENDS! people who know me should know huh.
tired tired, thanks shimin, tempted me to do this long long survey. DONE! sleeping time.(:
celebrated national day yesterday in school. assembly was damn boring. hahaha. (: concert was okay.
lunch at januction8, pizza hut with janet, ruhui, stelle, jiawen and yanyi. janet left early. sha had to attend the fatin and genn's birthday and fatin's farewell. FATIN'S LEAVING FOR SPORTS SCHOOL! yesterday was her last day in our school. so sad.
took 53 with ruhui and stelle home. was talking to them. and then changed bus. reached home.
fell asleep thanks to my sister who made me feel so sleepy. bathed and everything, wanted to leave for tuition, but my mother haven't finished. and by the time she finish, it would be 8. by the time i reach tuition, it would be 8.30 what's the use of going then since i'll only be there for 1 hour? so didn't go.
Reminder to Zena: 1. Bring camera tomorrow. 2. Charge your phone for as long as possible.
I promise Zena is retarded like anything. Tsk, its so disappointing. Haha, just keeding.
Had the a leedle bit cool Animation today; cause Mr Joshua wasn't there. :D
Heehee, had lunch with Zena the retard after Animation. And there we go, talking about things we always talk about. Go figure. I think its so super fun to talk to her about, abcdefg12345.
I played with her phone, messaged like two of her seniors and she messaged one of my senior. But gosh, she talked rubbish! !#$@#%#&%^&%$^
Tomorrow will be F-fun with a capital F! *Highlight of the day:
MELISSA NG THE SOUR
CREAM ARMPIT
WILL BE SINGING AND SHE
HAS SORE THROAT NOW.
So anyway, we shall just hear her oh-so-wonderful(not!) and a-leedle- bit-high-and-can-break-glass-voice tomorrow.
Oh also, congratulations for Estelle for getting into BLUE HOUSE COMMITTEE 08, 09.
stayed back today. had lunch with janet, melissa and seraphina. i pity janet. her *** should go die. like what's their problem luh. they're just jealous luh. heck them. they're just simply losers.
anyway, min min helped me with my science experiment today! THANKS SO MUCH MIN MIN!(: saw jayni outside the science lab. rushed for science remedial. we were late. thanks to the experiment. (:
saw shannen and simone and all at the canteen. and i decided to go buy food. guess who i saw!
DAPHNEEEE! hahaha. her friends took her food. i saw her during recess too. hahaha.
talked to her. hahaha. we were talking about things. things that i shall not say. if not she'll kill me. hahaha.
i went to the chapel to look for her. and to find out that they were still standing outside. hahaha. was with shannen. so when we were walking back to the canteen, saw FELICIA! hahaha. how long have i not seen her in school except monday? hahaha. so long. hahaha.
went back to the canteen. felicia came and we started talking. heehee.
5.00; daphne said they'll be at the hall at that time, and felicia also left by that time. so i dragged shannen along to the hall with me to listen to daphne playing the piano. hahaha. she gave me 7 minutes. actually, i told her 7 minutes.
hahaha. so yeah, went to the canteen and was with ALYSSA! hahaha. after seeing her study her chemistry, i've thought that maybe being in 3/4 next may not be a good idea. because i want to go to 3/4, but the thing is, i don't think i can make it. hahaha.
reached home, changed and fell asleep. hahaha. went online. boring. and when i was about to go off, daphne came online. so i talked to her for a while. then i went to bathe and eat. came back and talked to her again. hahaha.
i admit i've bad eye-sight. i feel like running tmr. hahaha. (:
nicole is seriously high i tell you. she's going crazy over msn with her weird-ness and all. i have never seen her that high before. she goes high, but not that high. hahaha. and at the time where people want to sleep. hahaha. she's weird.
oh by the way, nicole! don't have to feel sad okay. i'm serious you're good! (: shannen and heather and all thinks you're good too! and we're all serious! so chillll!
daphne's the best i tell you. she rocks luh. i've got to keep my eyes open tmr to find her and wave to her during morning assembly. she said that she's always waving, but i can't see. i'm serious. my eye-sight's not that good and people thinks that i have small eyes that's why i can't see. hahaha. i shall go check out how she plays tmr. (:
had lunch with janet and jacqueline today at KFC. jac said she has guides at 3 so we rushed all the way there and ate as fast as we can. but on the way, walking back to school she said something. she's damn funny. hahaha.
went for junior band. not that bad today. hahaha. so yeah, as i said, CHILL NICOLE ASHLEE! hahaha.
after that stayed back for a while to talk to all 3 of them. yeah. everything's fine now! hahaha. now nicole thinks that she over-reacted just now. hahaha. she's having a MENTAL BREAKDOWN!
school as usual today. band from 3 to 6.30 was conducted by the guest-conductor. played shenadoah, merry widow and out SYF piece. ended quite late. walked with christabel. shimin, stephanie and somebody.(i forgot her name. sorry) took bus back home. and all. almost forgot about geog project. (:
band yesterday. NO MORNING RUNS! hahaha. warm-ups. majulah and school song. sectionals. junior band; it was so embarassing for me.
main band. ended early. walked with the section to the interchange. waited for janet outside bread talk. was with yanglin. went for lunch with janet at KFC. i have new moon with me now! i'm trying to finish it as soon as possible.
janet came over to do our history project work. she stayed until about 5 plus, her mother came to pick her up. i went out with my family.
today, stayed at home until now. talking to janet online.
qiaojing called just now asking if she can do the geog project with me because she can't finish. i said okay. she's doing on air pollution, i'm doing on water pollution! i can use that picture we took the other day. water pollution. hahaha.
i'm going to bathe soon. there's tuition today. hahaha.
i'm happy now! i don't know why. just feeling high.
DAPHNE! BE A HAPPY PERSON! ILOVEYOU!♥
oh well, i'm bored and high. forever. whenever i'm high, the nicer people to talk to are not online. when i'm not high, they are ALL online. sigh. what bad luck. hahaha.