so i guess it's all my fault again.
thanks so much. i'll never forget what happened.
i don't know what's your freaking problem. but anyway, thanks.
thanks for making me feel so miserable like how you think i'm making you miserable.
thanks for say that i suck up to people.
thanks for all the mean things you said.


i've nothing more to say to you. if you think it's my fault that you became emo then too bad.
to think that i actually felt guilty about last time and thinking about how to say sorry.
but since you want to do it this way then too bad. the guilt in me is gone.



if anyone of the seniors are reading this, am i sucking up to you all?
answer with honesty because i really want to know.
the thing i want to do now is just bang myself and die immediately.
when i'm gone, none of this will happen.
so yeah, maybe i'll do it when i'm really over the limit.