IT'S IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS!

i know i know.
i promised that i'll sleep by 10pm.
but the thing is, i'm too scared and that i can't fall asleep.
so i decided to blog.
and go online to talk to some people first.

it's coming.
every minute, it's nearing.
and i don't know how to describe my feelings now.
i only know, i'm damn scared.
and i'm gonna pray once more later.

woke up at 430 today.
and went to the cemetry to visit my grandparents.
yeah, use a nicer word.
visit.

i prayed to them, asking them to bless us.
i love them to the max.
sigh, but i'm sort of having mixed feelings about tmr.
idk why either.

anyway, after that, went home and fell asleep.
damn tired.
sigh.
did some f&n homework when i woke up.

i'm trying to fall asleep.
but i can't.
it's not because i slept just now.
but because it's just tmr.
SYF IS JUST TMR.

and that's why i can't go to sleep.
and plus, mother is still on the phone.
it'll be damn noisy if i go in now, so yeah.
i shall wait a little longer.

btw, thanks stelle.
for talking to me and encouraging me and all.
love you to the max.
sorry that i couldn't meet you today.
cause i was busy.

thanks janet.
for listening me crap about how i feel scared and all.
and how my sister annoys me to the max.
hahaha.
love you to the max too.

love all of them.
hahaha.
they're the best of the best.
THANK YOU MY FRIENDS!