in less than 6 months, you're leaving.
but ever since that incident, i haven't been talking to all of you.
i'll definitely miss you.

i've kinda given up.
i'm just going to separate myself from everything and just concentrate on o's next year.
though i know it's going to be painful, but i'm really tired.
it's as though none of you bother anyway.
i'll live my own way.
i'll make myself immune to everything.
only this way, would make me feel better when i face all of you.
but before you leave, for one day, we'll be back to how we used to be.
after that, byebye.

everything's screwed up in my life.
nothing is going smoothly.
is there anything that i'll be successful in?
i don't think so.

mother says i'm no longer my cheerful self.
i kinda agree.
let's hope things change for the better.
i pray it does.
if not, i'll just live with it.

thank you stacia and stef.
but i think, nothing's gonna help now.
it's all up to God.
sorry for making your efforts go down the drain.
but you had fun.
you get what i mean.
it's definitely not as bad or worse than mine.

I'M THE SCREWED-EST PERSON EVER.